Evolution
For a time, I forgot what true and pure love means for myself, just because I forgot that only I have the courage to see and accept and try to change the process of evolution (a form of) in myself.
Sometimes, a way of leaving that courage turns into a cowardly poison that spreads so fast that its effects become irreversible and the only way to miraculously make it reversible is to decide to somehow believe in the beauty of evolution in myself. Nothing else.